Stop worrying about what might hold you down, and pay attention to why you're standing up.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
The Blog Title Goes Here
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Once a week...
Week one I lost 2.4 lbs, yay me. Tomorrow is my next weigh in...we shall see how that goes. I worked out 3 mornings this week. The 2 I didn't go was b/c H was up in the middle of the night the night before and I couldn't make myself get up at 5:30 after being up with him for an hour. Harrison is allergic to whole milk. It cam on pretty quick. He's been on it for about 2 weeks now and all the sudden he started throwing up when he drank it. Ewww.. So for now he's back on formula for another month. Then we will try to re-introduce it again. If he's still throwing it up then we will see about soy or lactaid. Other than that he's doing great! He's saying 5-6 words at a time, clapping, pointing, and my favorite hugging...with the back pat and all! I can't wait until the kisses start!
So glad this a 3 day work week!! Not sure what my paycheck will look like. I think I'll get paid for Thanksgiving, not sure about the day after though. Pretty much the only sucky part about my job.
Yesterday we took the kids to see The Blindside. it was soooooo good. So inspiring. Even better to know it's based on a true story. I want to see New Moon still, just not sure when I'm gonna fit it in!!
Sunday, November 15, 2009
hmmmmm
misty took savannah and got her hair cut tonight. i love it :O) i'm not a fan of long hair and was ready for savannah to get a cut. she looks so spunky and adorable!
the sale of taylor swifts concert tickets were moved back 2 weeks. totally sucks!
harrison is walking all the time now. he's still very wobbly, he walks like frankenstein!!
my sister is pregnant...AGAIN! i would say i'm disappointted, but that word is not strong enough. 3 babies(3 C-SECTIONS!) in 3 years. probably less than 3 years b/c i doubt her body will be strong enough to carry this baby to term. she's so white trash, she walking around smoking yesterday. i shouldn't be surprised, she smoked with the other 2. i just want to punch her lights out.
i'm also sick to death of my mothers drinking. it's bad, so bad. i don't remember the last time I saw her sober. if she doesn't crack a beer until 2 in the afternoon she thinks she's made some magnificent feat. Elizabeth's party was at 3 pm yesterday afternoon, she was already crocked off her ass. if i wasn't so infuriated, i'd think it was sad.
my resolution for 2010 is to grow my hair. i'm going to get it trimmed the end of Dec. after that it's quarterly trims, but no cut. i'd like to get it past my shoulders, it hasn't been longer than that in my adult life. it'll be something new.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Proud
Friday, November 06, 2009
Another Day, Another Blog
I am all stuffed up. I feel fine, I just have this crazy stuffed nose. Now it's tender from all the wiping. It sucks when that happens.
What else?
I feel like I don't have anything to blog about b/c ya'll already know everything from FB. I'm thinking about deleting my Myspace. I only keep it because I can track Jason's mothers visits. It's fun to watch her grasp at the little info she gets from there about us. I of course only put on there what I want her to know. She sent a FB request a few weeks ago when I forgot to re-block after looking her up. Did she think I would really accept? She sent and a b-day card for Savannah, but not Harrison....and she wonders why we don't associate with her...
Wednesday, November 04, 2009
I know, I missed yesterday..
I was hanging out with the sister, then went bed as soon as Jason got home. I have been off my thyroid meds for about 4-6 weeks and it started catching up with me. I won't do that again!! It will take me a couple weeks to get back to normal. I'm hoping once I do I can talk myself into working out in the mornings. I only have 2-3 hours a night with the kiddos, and I don't want to spend that working out. That pretty much means I need to work out in the morning. Have I mentioned that I AM NOT a morning person!! If I can make it a habit though....
Work has been crazy stressful. Psycho sellers! They will be the death of me by months end! Thank God December is a slow month! We will all need that break. We are slotted to have our biggest month ever! Hopefully I bonus will be tied in there somewhere too. A girl has to buy Christmas gifts ya know....
Last week we had our family pictures done. They suck. I look like a whale, Harrison was sick and you can tell he'd cranky. The only downfall I've found to 3 children is it's damn near impossible to get a great shot of them all.
Monday, November 02, 2009
I'm Ready!
All they do is fight. I just want to smack the tard out of them most of the time. I think we are going to have a things they "need" C-mas instead of just giving them what they want. Having said that, I'm still so ready for Christmas! I'm in the mood all the time. I want to listen to the music, wrap the gifts. It seriously is the most wonderful time of the year!!
Sunday, November 01, 2009
Reminder
Harrison is ONE
My boring life
Christmas
Work
I don't know yet
I STRONGLY encourage all of you to participate in the same challenge. Especially Justyne who hasn't updated since AUGUST!
Thursday, October 22, 2009
I feel like I should blog more...
Jason is sick. He has pretty much all the flu symptoms. This morning he was snuggling up to me shivering talking about how cold he was. Except that he was roasting! I was sweating just laying next to him. He went to class b/c he had a Chem test, but came home and went to bed, where he has been pretty much all day since then. Jonathan and Savannah have been feeling puny off and on for the last week too. Thankfully H and I are still on the up and up.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
I'm in love
Monday, October 12, 2009
Houston we have a problem....
I still have time to get to where I was when I brought in 2010, and that's still my plan.
Saturday, October 03, 2009
You want an update? You can't handle an update!!
We finally got our VA money. Sort of! Thanks to a heads up e-mail from my DF Tara, I found out they(being VA) decided to cut emergency checks for people who have not received benefits because of the processing delay. I had everything ready and knew exactly where to go Friday morning. Wouldn't you know, they wanted more! Go figure! We had to wait a little while longer while they verified his info, but we were in and out in an hour and a half. Which is super quick for gov't work!!
We paid October and Novembers rent, paid our regular bills and still had some left over. Let's say it together...Woo-sah... Jason bought me a new laptop since Harrison destroyed my other one, we bought a futon and high top table for the family room, and then a bunch of little stuff we needed and some we didn't :O)
Like these lovely candle holders below. I'm normally a PartyLite whore and will not use any other candle product, HOWEVER these puppies could not be passed up! Everyone needs orange globe votive holders! Plus, They were only a buck fifty. Yes, $1.50! I went to a breast cancer charity sale and everything was super cheap! The candle holders included. They still have the stickers from TJ Maxx on the bottom and they were 4.99, 6.99, and 7.99 new! And I got them for a buck fifity!
Thursday, September 24, 2009
I suppose I should update...
I'm watching GA right now. It's not near as good as I hoped or anticipated. That sucks.
We are in the new house. It's so much bigger than the other. I can't hear the kids at all when they are at the back of the house. It's grans :O)
I'm jumping the weight loss wagon again :O( I swore I wouldn't gain the weight back after Harrison, but I have. Not all of it. 25 pounds. My goal is to get it off by the end of the year. I want to start 2010 the same weight I started 2009. Going to start hitting up the gym, and eating better. I have already cut down on the cocaine..I mean Pepsi! Lol. Pespi is so my drug of choice!
More later...
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Hurt
Her friends are bashing me left and right for not supporting her. Saying I am really pissed b/c she is bi. Saying I don't know what unconditional love is. And you know what hurts the most? Misty is letting them. After all the times I have stood up for her, she is letting them beat me down like I have down something wrong by having my feelings hurt.
I didn't say one word either way about the bi thing. I said I was hurt by finding out that way. That she should be with a girl for more than a week before telling her daughter. I am not a "Yes Man", nor will I ever be. Just b/c I don't jump for joy and say, You go Girl, all the sudden I don't love her? B/c I think of the other elements of this announcement I don't know what unconditional love is?
I am the ONLY person in my sister's life who has loved her unconditionally. The only one, and she knows it. She claims to love me like no other, but couldn't tell me this? Why? If she has truly thought this through and is comfortable with her decision then sitting me down and telling me like an adult shouldn't have been that hard.
I find it irresponsible that she would wait months before introducing her boyfriend to her children, but a week after meeting this girl she feels comfortable describing "bi-sexual" to her 10 year old? But see I can't say this to her b/c then I'm not being supportive(according to her "friends") see I am not allowed to have my own opinion. I'm just supposed to be that "Yes Man" again.
I just don't understand why I am not allowed to be hurt? Since when does someone hurting YOUR feelings make YOU the bad guy? I guess since today....
Saturday, September 05, 2009
Tara inspired me!
The first game of football hasn't started yet and I'm already burnt out! The first game is Saturday the 12th and the last isn't until Halloween!! AGH! We only have 3 home games which stinks. I choose the shirts this year, so they are cuter and more cost effective than last years :O)
Savannah starts gymnastics on the 15th. She will go Tuesday and Thursday during the time Jonathan is at football practice which is sweet. She is pretty excited. She hasn't done anything extra since Jonathan played Flag football in 1st grade and she was a cheerleader. I have been lazy about her reading so I need to be more diligent about that. She was in the top of her class last year and I don't want her to slip.
Big H is doing awesome. He standing for long periods of time, but he's showing no interest is taking steps. He's eating almost all table food. Fruits, grilled chz, cereal, pancakes..I still try to give him baby food, sometimes he eats it, sometimes he doesn't. It just depends on his mood. Grammie said he is really good for her during the day. He LOVES her. The other day he was standing at the front door and when he saw her car pull out he became visibly excited. Another time I asked him if he was ready to stay with GG and he turned his head towards her, so he knows who she is. I think that is so awesome.
Jason is getting into the school thing. He is really liking his Chem Lab, but the Chem class is still taking all of his focus to keep up. Soc, Comp II, and Med Term are nothing. He's having a hard time adjusting to being a "kept man". I come home from work and I hear...Harrison was crazy today...It makes me laugh. HELLO, I've been doing that for 10 years, I don't feel bad about your 10 days!
Work is good. I got my bonus. I didn't get to spoil myself like I had hoped. Bills, and family needs came first. Oh well, such is life. I really enjoy my job, sometimes I get frustrated with one of my bosses, but I just sweep it under the rug. I know it's her personality and in general we get along well. Josh is always telling me he gets tons of compliments about me from other agents, clients, title companies, appraisers, home inspectors. All of our vendors adore me. The other day I heard him tell one, in a joking manner, that he was no longer passing along compliments to me b/c I was starting to get a big head. Ha! Starting? I was born with a big head!!!
Sunday, August 30, 2009
An Investment in Me
Yesterday I went to Target and spent a whopping 16.82 on myself. Gasp, you say! I know right..even when I'm spending money on myself I'm still a cheap ass and shop the clearance rack first :) For, this 16 bucks I was able to get a new skirt, shirt, tank, and a 4 color eyeshadow. Not bad eh? I also cut and colored my hair this weekend too. The cut was just a "clean up" cut, nothing major. The color was to a dark brown to color the gray. Apparently, I'm the ONLY one who wasn't bothered by my gray hair! LOL!
I was able to close the 2nd short sale on Friday. Whoo-hoo! So I decided that part of my hard earned bonus money will go towards ME! I'm going to get my eyebrows waxed and maybe even invest in a new set of acrylic nails. I HAVE to start walking. I have gained so much weight since I had Harrison. Well, actually in the last 4 months. Going back to work, and stopping the nursing took a toll on my eating healthy/walking regiman I had going on. So I have a small goal to reach by my birthday. I swore to myself I wouldn't let the weight come back on, so I need to be diligant!
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Go, Go, Go
Jonathan is a little less excited about his braces now that he's had them a week or so. He looks so stinking cute though! It's been quite an adjustment on his diet. What he can and can't eat, HOW he eats. He's never had to cut his food into such small pieces before!
Savannah went to the DDS today and had 3 teeth pulled, 1 capped, and a cleaning. It was a lot, but it needed to be done before the dental insurance ran out. She was bleeding pretty good at first, but it seems to have stopped for the most part.
Jason is getting into the swing of school. Chemistry is going to give him a run for his money. His adviser is stupid and told to take Chem before Algebra. Um, anyone know what you use to do the formulas? Oh, yea...ALGEBRA! Stupid woman. I know he'll do well, but he's a little freaked out right now. His other 3 classes are cake though, which is great.
Grammie keeps H while Jason is in school. You can't imagine how happy that makes me! I love my grammie so much and I want my kiddos to have that same relationship/love too. Plus, he gets to be with family and I save $500 a month in daycare!
I am half way to my bonus! I have to make sure another short sale closes tomorrow, then it's all mine. Well, not mine. Lord knows I could never spend that much money on myself no matter how hard I try. It would be nice though :O)

Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Saturday, August 08, 2009
Oh where is my Angel? Oh where is my Angel? Oh where, oh where, oh where is my Angel?
Jason's job made it official. He will not be staying on at WTI :O( That sucks ultimate butt, and is a total downer. We should be okay though. It will be tough for a little bit, but we only have one major "bill" that will not be taken care of and well, quite frankly my dear, I don't give a damn!
My boss told me on Wednesday that when we meet our 2010 goal, I GET A COMPANY CAR! Whoo-hoo for me :O) Hurry up 2010~ I am still loving my job. I learn so much everyday and I am starting to become good friends with one of the buyers agents. Friends...in Kansas..well I won't think about it now... Hehehe :O) It would be nice to have girlfriends again.
I posted all the Alabama pictures on FB, it's quicker to upload them there. I also posted the newest pics of the kids. Some of them turned out super cute! I'd love to see/hear/read your comments about them.
On Monday Jonathan gets his teeth cleaned and his impressions done for his braces. Then he gets the braces on August 18th. Agh! He needs them, but I'm so not looking forward to writing that 650 check for the down payment. It's seriously going to make me cry. Then it's ONLY 100 for 24 months.
School starts on the 17th for the kids and the 20th for Jason. They are all very excited. I am too. It means more money in our pocket b/c we won't be paying daycare! I'm not sure what we are going to do with H and his sitter. I will only need her part-time, but I don't know if she will want to take that pay cut. I hope so, b/c I don't know who else could keep him for us, plus we love her!

Friday, July 31, 2009
It's been awhile...
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Vacation-Day 1 and 2

We were so excited when we saw this:


Savannah Grace and Olivia Grace
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As you can imagine we were pretty wiped out after the luau. We went home and crashed...HARD! It was a long, awesome, fun filled day!!
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Miss them already...
Monday, July 20, 2009
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Friday, July 17, 2009
Harrison and his Godmother
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Grrrr...
Jason has become friends with his boss. Today James(the boss) took Jason out to lunch for his birthday. While at lunch James told Jason that he has "heard" from the higher ups that they have changed their mind and may not let him work part time once school starts. This sucks ass. we were really banking on that. It's not like he can go get another part time job. This job pays well, he'd have to work 3 part time jobs somewhere else to make the money he does there in 20 hours. Not to mention the headache of finding a job and crap. So discouraging...Jason asked me if I thought he should still go back to school. The answer HELL YES. Is it going to suck? HELL YES. If the other place offers me the job do I have any choice but to take it? HELL NO.
Only 5 days until we head to Alabama!! So freakin' excited! We need this break now more than ever!!
Monday, July 06, 2009
Sunday, July 05, 2009
July? Already?
On Friday I went to dinner with my cousin Michelle. We always have the best time together. We remember the good times of our childhood and marvel at how we ended up normal and unscathed by the bad times! We went out to the best Sushi Restaurant. It had Hibachi too, but we are saving that for when her hubs gets home from the UAE. We had 7 plates of sushi, but this was the crowning jewel..EEL! I know what your thinking, but it was YUM-O!!

Philadelphia Roll-My favorite!

Angel+Sushi=LOVE

This little boy is growing so fast! He warms my heart with those big 'ol brown eyes! His teeth are really bothering him, hence the upside down binkie :O)

Only 11 days until Alabama! While we are in 'bama Amy has a luau planned so I picked up these cutie Hawaiian shorts for H to wear during the festivities!

I got another call on Friday about the Credit Union job. We should be getting close to an offer. I'm becoming more OK with leaving where I am, b/c I know the benefits and pay are better. Hopefully I will enjoy it as much.
Breakfast
What is your favorite part of the summertime?
The tan, I love being brown :O)
Lunch
How was this week different than others?
I took the kids to work with me on Friday.
Dinner
What did you think of Michael Jackson?
He was an amazing musician and dancer
Midnight Snack
What do you have planned for this weekend?
The weekend is pretty much over now
Recipe for the Week (instead of your recipe for life, what is it just for this week?)
One day at a time
and
Don't cross the bridge until you get to it
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Six hundred and Two!
Now Jason and Jonathan are playing Madden, Harrison is napping, I'm blogging, and Savannah is watching Princess Protection Program. I think later we are going to go swimming. It's to hot now though. We'd fry. It was 97 degrees at 12:45! AGH!
I received a call from the recruiter regarding the credit union position. He said he got an e-mail from the Real Estate VP, and she is hoping to offer me a job next week! More money, benefits, and paid holidays. But I still LOVE where I am(I know you've heard me say that a million times!) If it's meant to be it will be, it will be.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Hmmmm...
I found out today the VP of Real Estate and the Chief Lending Officer are going to the CEO to push for a permanent position so they can hire ME! Wow! Talk about flattered. Have I told you how much I LOVE where I am though??
Monday, June 22, 2009
Bah-Hum-Bug!
Thankfully I was alone in the office today. I didn't even turn the lights on. I just opened the shades enough to get a descent amount of light in. We have so much crap going on at work. I seriously had no idea how hard agents work. It's amazing. I was busy most of the day b/c my boss's son is in the hospital and he was working from there, so I was doing a lot of leg work from the office.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
So Much to Blog about, so Little Time
I have a new recipe I've been wanting to put on the food blog, but haven't had a chance.
I really want to blog and tell you how awesome Jonathan's party was and how frickin fantastic my husband is on this father's day, but I'm so drained!
I need more energy.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Whirlwind day...
Breakfast
What is the largest burden currently weighing you down?
The thing the jobs. I had a meeting with Chief Lending Officer at the credit union and it went very well. He said the woman who interviewed me last week loved me(duh!), and wants me for the position. For now it's only approved through HR as a temp position, not a permanent position. I can not take a temp job with the hopes of it becoming permanent. He said he understood and they are working very hard to make it a permanent position. For now we are in a holding pattern and at the complete mercy of the HR director. Did I mention benefits start day 1...
Lunch
Do you have any family vacations planned this summer? If so, where?
As if everyone doesn't already know...We are going to ALA-BAMA(said like Forest Gump when he tells Jen-nay she she go back to ALA-ABMA...) 26 days baby, 26 days...
Dinner
What is one thing you must do before you go to bed each night?
Pray, snuggle with Jason, and peeMidnight Snack
Where is the last place you went?
To the video store. I rented Madden 09 for the PS2 and no one could find it. So I went back to the store to rent another copy. Of course I found it on my dresser when I went to put on my jammies...Grrrr..Recipe for the Week (instead of your recipe for life, what is it just for this week)
Stay positive. Last week was a CRAZY week at work. It's very easy to get down and stressed when you work so hard on something, then it falls through....Rain, rain, go away!!
AAAGGGHH!!!
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
PRAY
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Cranky
I stopped nursing, and started the patch.
So I started doing a little research. Errin was the birth control pill I was on while nursing. Turns out it has no estrogen, it's also referred to as the "mini-pill". B/c it's estrogen only it's not as effective as conventional birth control, but when coupled with nursing it's very effective for new mothers. When I stopped nursing I went from this no estrogen pill to Ortho-Evera, also known as "the patch". The patch, b/c directly applied to the skin gives way more estrogen then even the average pill. So I went from 0-100 pretty quick. Hence the crankiness and all over feeling of blah. I have some left over pills from before I got pregnant, Trivora. I'm going to start them tonight instead putting on the 3rd patch. Hopefully this will help with my mood swings and my cranky dispoistion.
I need to make an appt to get my Thyroid meds re-newed anyway, so I'm going to talk to the Dr. about a low estrogen BC pill too. I've heard horror stories about the pill making woman crazy, but I kinda thought it was a bunch of BS. I guess not...
Here's to hoping I start feeling better soon!











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