Once a week...

Who would have thought I'd become a "lazy" blogger?? I have though :O(

Week one I lost 2.4 lbs, yay me. Tomorrow is my next weigh in...we shall see how that goes. I worked out 3 mornings this week. The 2 I didn't go was b/c H was up in the middle of the night the night before and I couldn't make myself get up at 5:30 after being up with him for an hour. Harrison is allergic to whole milk. It cam on pretty quick. He's been on it for about 2 weeks now and all the sudden he started throwing up when he drank it. Ewww.. So for now he's back on formula for another month. Then we will try to re-introduce it again. If he's still throwing it up then we will see about soy or lactaid. Other than that he's doing great! He's saying 5-6 words at a time, clapping, pointing, and my favorite hugging...with the back pat and all! I can't wait until the kisses start!

So glad this a 3 day work week!! Not sure what my paycheck will look like. I think I'll get paid for Thanksgiving, not sure about the day after though. Pretty much the only sucky part about my job.

Yesterday we took the kids to see The Blindside. it was soooooo good. So inspiring. Even better to know it's based on a true story. I want to see New Moon still, just not sure when I'm gonna fit it in!!

hmmmmm

not so much going on. i didn't work out fri, sat or today, which means i'm going to be hating life tomorrow. and i'll lucky if i kept off the 2.4 lbs i lost earlier in the week. i suppose we'll see and it will a lesson learned.

misty took savannah and got her hair cut tonight. i love it :O) i'm not a fan of long hair and was ready for savannah to get a cut. she looks so spunky and adorable!

the sale of taylor swifts concert tickets were moved back 2 weeks. totally sucks!

harrison is walking all the time now. he's still very wobbly, he walks like frankenstein!!

my sister is pregnant...AGAIN! i would say i'm disappointted, but that word is not strong enough. 3 babies(3 C-SECTIONS!) in 3 years. probably less than 3 years b/c i doubt her body will be strong enough to carry this baby to term. she's so white trash, she walking around smoking yesterday. i shouldn't be surprised, she smoked with the other 2. i just want to punch her lights out.

i'm also sick to death of my mothers drinking. it's bad, so bad. i don't remember the last time I saw her sober. if she doesn't crack a beer until 2 in the afternoon she thinks she's made some magnificent feat. Elizabeth's party was at 3 pm yesterday afternoon, she was already crocked off her ass. if i wasn't so infuriated, i'd think it was sad.

my resolution for 2010 is to grow my hair. i'm going to get it trimmed the end of Dec. after that it's quarterly trims, but no cut. i'd like to get it past my shoulders, it hasn't been longer than that in my adult life. it'll be something new.

Proud

I'm pretty proud of myself. I have worked out for 3 days in row. I went at 5:45 Monday and Yesterday. I knew I won't feel like getting up this morning after getting my teeth pulled yesterday, but I did go tonight :O) and in 9 hours I'll be back! I have also been watching what I eat and counting calories. Fun? Not really, but it makes me very aware of what I'm putting into my body. I have lost 2.4 in 2 days, now that's the kind of results I need. I will be very honest and say I'm very disappointted in my self for gaining all this weight back after I swore I would not. 40 lbs in a year! It's sooo easy to put on. I honestly don't remember the last 25, just one day..POOF..they were there. So I have 40 lbs to lose to be back to wear I was at Thanksgiving last year. My short time goal is 25 lbs by Jan. 1. I loved that last year I didn't have a weight loss resolution and I'd like it to be that way again this year. I actually have already chosen my resolution for 2010 and it isn't at all weight related :O) Yay me!

Another Day, Another Blog

Tomorrow is supposed to be 78 degrees. Can you believe that? 78 degrees in November. Wow. We are taking advantage of this by going to the zoo. Shoosh, don't tell the kiddos! It's a surprise!!

I am all stuffed up. I feel fine, I just have this crazy stuffed nose. Now it's tender from all the wiping. It sucks when that happens.

What else?

I feel like I don't have anything to blog about b/c ya'll already know everything from FB. I'm thinking about deleting my Myspace. I only keep it because I can track Jason's mothers visits. It's fun to watch her grasp at the little info she gets from there about us. I of course only put on there what I want her to know. She sent a FB request a few weeks ago when I forgot to re-block after looking her up. Did she think I would really accept? She sent and a b-day card for Savannah, but not Harrison....and she wonders why we don't associate with her...

I know, I missed yesterday..

THIS WAS THE BLOG I WROTE YESTERDAY, BUT DIDN'T GET A CHANCE TO FINISH AND POST B/C WE HAD A GAS LINK IN OUR HOUSE AND HAD TO GO STAY THE NIGHT AT MY GRAMMIE'S HOUSE...

I was hanging out with the sister, then went bed as soon as Jason got home. I have been off my thyroid meds for about 4-6 weeks and it started catching up with me. I won't do that again!! It will take me a couple weeks to get back to normal. I'm hoping once I do I can talk myself into working out in the mornings. I only have 2-3 hours a night with the kiddos, and I don't want to spend that working out. That pretty much means I need to work out in the morning. Have I mentioned that I AM NOT a morning person!! If I can make it a habit though....

Work has been crazy stressful. Psycho sellers! They will be the death of me by months end! Thank God December is a slow month! We will all need that break. We are slotted to have our biggest month ever! Hopefully I bonus will be tied in there somewhere too. A girl has to buy Christmas gifts ya know....

Last week we had our family pictures done. They suck. I look like a whale, Harrison was sick and you can tell he'd cranky. The only downfall I've found to 3 children is it's damn near impossible to get a great shot of them all.

I'm Ready!

I'm sooo ready for Christmas! I can't wait. I would put up the tree yesterday if Jason would have let me. I have a majority of the kids shopping done already. We have been contemplating what to get them as their big gift and I think we have finally decided...NOTHING! They have been really bratty lately. I don't feel they deserve a computer, ipod, Wii, or rock band(these are the items we tossed around).

All they do is fight. I just want to smack the tard out of them most of the time. I think we are going to have a things they "need" C-mas instead of just giving them what they want. Having said that, I'm still so ready for Christmas! I'm in the mood all the time. I want to listen to the music, wrap the gifts. It seriously is the most wonderful time of the year!!

Reminder

There are a few blogs I want to write, so I don't I'm going to keep my list here. My GOAL is to blog everyday this week. Monday-Friday. It's a lofty goal I know. So here are my 5 topics for this week, in no particular order.

Harrison is ONE
My boring life
Christmas
Work
I don't know yet

I STRONGLY encourage all of you to participate in the same challenge. Especially Justyne who hasn't updated since AUGUST!

I feel like I should blog more...

must of the time I'm just to damn tired. Work has been busy. The $8,000 tax credit has buyers coming out of the woodwork. My day just flies my most of the time. Then it's home to cook, clean, workout, take the kids somewhere...it's never ending. I'm SO looking forward to the winter. We don't go out in the winter, it's too cold.

Jason is sick. He has pretty much all the flu symptoms. This morning he was snuggling up to me shivering talking about how cold he was. Except that he was roasting! I was sweating just laying next to him. He went to class b/c he had a Chem test, but came home and went to bed, where he has been pretty much all day since then. Jonathan and Savannah have been feeling puny off and on for the last week too. Thankfully H and I are still on the up and up.

I'm in love

If I would have known how awesome #3 would be I would have had him long ago. I adore this child. I'm in love with him. He makes my world go 'round. I think I was too young to enjoy J and S to the fullest extent when they were this age. Harrison(AKA Harri-my-son) is my pride and joy. The sun rises and sets on him. He is so sweet, so fun, and so mine!

Houston we have a problem....

Today, on the eve of my 31st birthday. I weigh 4 lbs more than I did this time last year. Not bad, some might say. Except that last year I was 35 weeks pregnant! AGH! I have gained about 25 lbs since I had Harrison :O( I swore it wouldn't came back on. Thankfully, not all of it has, but more than I want has. I have to be so diligent. I have to watch what I eat. I can't drink Pepsi :O(

I still have time to get to where I was when I brought in 2010, and that's still my plan.

You want an update? You can't handle an update!!

Oh how time flies when your having fun. Life is busy, crazy, and pretty wonderful. Jason passed his Chemistry test. What a relief. He said he even understood most of it. If he can pull a C in lecture and an A in lab(which he loves), all will be well at semesters end. This is pretty much the only class he has/is dreading during this whole college ordeal. He can't wait to take A and P next semester. Since he has already taken most of his Gen Eds, he will start his interesting class sooner and is pretty stoked!

We finally got our VA money. Sort of! Thanks to a heads up e-mail from my DF Tara, I found out they(being VA) decided to cut emergency checks for people who have not received benefits because of the processing delay. I had everything ready and knew exactly where to go Friday morning. Wouldn't you know, they wanted more! Go figure! We had to wait a little while longer while they verified his info, but we were in and out in an hour and a half. Which is super quick for gov't work!!

We paid October and Novembers rent, paid our regular bills and still had some left over. Let's say it together...Woo-sah... Jason bought me a new laptop since Harrison destroyed my other one, we bought a futon and high top table for the family room, and then a bunch of little stuff we needed and some we didn't :O)

Like these lovely candle holders below. I'm normally a PartyLite whore and will not use any other candle product, HOWEVER these puppies could not be passed up! Everyone needs orange globe votive holders! Plus, They were only a buck fifty. Yes, $1.50! I went to a breast cancer charity sale and everything was super cheap! The candle holders included. They still have the stickers from TJ Maxx on the bottom and they were 4.99, 6.99, and 7.99 new! And I got them for a buck fifity!

I will TRY and post pics of the family room tomorrow. It needs a little TLC before it can have it's photo op!! Tomorrow is grocery day, laundry day AND I'm making a cake and birthday dinner for my neice, so we'll see how it goes!

I suppose I should update...

So much to update. I can't even imagine where to start.

I'm watching GA right now. It's not near as good as I hoped or anticipated. That sucks.

We are in the new house. It's so much bigger than the other. I can't hear the kids at all when they are at the back of the house. It's grans :O)

I'm jumping the weight loss wagon again :O( I swore I wouldn't gain the weight back after Harrison, but I have. Not all of it. 25 pounds. My goal is to get it off by the end of the year. I want to start 2010 the same weight I started 2009. Going to start hitting up the gym, and eating better. I have already cut down on the cocaine..I mean Pepsi! Lol. Pespi is so my drug of choice!

More later...

Hurt

My sister announced today on myspace that she is bi sexual. I expressed that I thought it was a cowardly way to tell me. That I was hurt by her not telling me in person. That I thought she should have given more thought to her girls before doing this. Guess what? I am the bad guy.

Her friends are bashing me left and right for not supporting her. Saying I am really pissed b/c she is bi. Saying I don't know what unconditional love is. And you know what hurts the most? Misty is letting them. After all the times I have stood up for her, she is letting them beat me down like I have down something wrong by having my feelings hurt.

I didn't say one word either way about the bi thing. I said I was hurt by finding out that way. That she should be with a girl for more than a week before telling her daughter. I am not a "Yes Man", nor will I ever be. Just b/c I don't jump for joy and say, You go Girl, all the sudden I don't love her? B/c I think of the other elements of this announcement I don't know what unconditional love is?

I am the ONLY person in my sister's life who has loved her unconditionally. The only one, and she knows it. She claims to love me like no other, but couldn't tell me this? Why? If she has truly thought this through and is comfortable with her decision then sitting me down and telling me like an adult shouldn't have been that hard.

I find it irresponsible that she would wait months before introducing her boyfriend to her children, but a week after meeting this girl she feels comfortable describing "bi-sexual" to her 10 year old? But see I can't say this to her b/c then I'm not being supportive(according to her "friends") see I am not allowed to have my own opinion. I'm just supposed to be that "Yes Man" again.

I just don't understand why I am not allowed to be hurt? Since when does someone hurting YOUR feelings make YOU the bad guy? I guess since today....

Tara inspired me!

I feel like I don't have much to blog about, but I know that's really not true. So I shall start my rambling...

The first game of football hasn't started yet and I'm already burnt out! The first game is Saturday the 12th and the last isn't until Halloween!! AGH! We only have 3 home games which stinks. I choose the shirts this year, so they are cuter and more cost effective than last years :O)

Savannah starts gymnastics on the 15th. She will go Tuesday and Thursday during the time Jonathan is at football practice which is sweet. She is pretty excited. She hasn't done anything extra since Jonathan played Flag football in 1st grade and she was a cheerleader. I have been lazy about her reading so I need to be more diligent about that. She was in the top of her class last year and I don't want her to slip.

Big H is doing awesome. He standing for long periods of time, but he's showing no interest is taking steps. He's eating almost all table food. Fruits, grilled chz, cereal, pancakes..I still try to give him baby food, sometimes he eats it, sometimes he doesn't. It just depends on his mood. Grammie said he is really good for her during the day. He LOVES her. The other day he was standing at the front door and when he saw her car pull out he became visibly excited. Another time I asked him if he was ready to stay with GG and he turned his head towards her, so he knows who she is. I think that is so awesome.

Jason is getting into the school thing. He is really liking his Chem Lab, but the Chem class is still taking all of his focus to keep up. Soc, Comp II, and Med Term are nothing. He's having a hard time adjusting to being a "kept man". I come home from work and I hear...Harrison was crazy today...It makes me laugh. HELLO, I've been doing that for 10 years, I don't feel bad about your 10 days!

Work is good. I got my bonus. I didn't get to spoil myself like I had hoped. Bills, and family needs came first. Oh well, such is life. I really enjoy my job, sometimes I get frustrated with one of my bosses, but I just sweep it under the rug. I know it's her personality and in general we get along well. Josh is always telling me he gets tons of compliments about me from other agents, clients, title companies, appraisers, home inspectors. All of our vendors adore me. The other day I heard him tell one, in a joking manner, that he was no longer passing along compliments to me b/c I was starting to get a big head. Ha! Starting? I was born with a big head!!!

An Investment in Me

Sometimes I forget that I have to take care of myself. I invest lots of time and effort into the children, Jason, work, football, and a million other things. Except myself. I have decided I need to stop doing that. It makes for a cranky momma. I have a BAD habit of passing up what I NEED so I can get the children something that they WANT. That's ludicrous. I have never been a high maintenance girl, but I still like pretty things every so often :O)

Yesterday I went to Target and spent a whopping 16.82 on myself. Gasp, you say! I know right..even when I'm spending money on myself I'm still a cheap ass and shop the clearance rack first :) For, this 16 bucks I was able to get a new skirt, shirt, tank, and a 4 color eyeshadow. Not bad eh? I also cut and colored my hair this weekend too. The cut was just a "clean up" cut, nothing major. The color was to a dark brown to color the gray. Apparently, I'm the ONLY one who wasn't bothered by my gray hair! LOL!

I was able to close the 2nd short sale on Friday. Whoo-hoo! So I decided that part of my hard earned bonus money will go towards ME! I'm going to get my eyebrows waxed and maybe even invest in a new set of acrylic nails. I HAVE to start walking. I have gained so much weight since I had Harrison. Well, actually in the last 4 months. Going back to work, and stopping the nursing took a toll on my eating healthy/walking regiman I had going on. So I have a small goal to reach by my birthday. I swore to myself I wouldn't let the weight come back on, so I need to be diligant!

Go, Go, Go

That's all we do! It's like a non-stop merry go round. Work, school, football, and now we are going to add dance and girl scouts. I got shirts ordered for football, and of course signed up to help lead a GS troop. Jason swears I'm a professional volunteer! I want to be involved in my kiddos activities. My parents never were and I hated that. So I try to do as much as I can for their class, sports, ect. It was easier when I didn't work, but I'm not going to stop b/c I'm working. I have a flexible job, who is awesome. Plus, I told Jason that he will be more involved too. There is never enough Dad's involved in their child's education. He can read to the class just like I can.

Jonathan is a little less excited about his braces now that he's had them a week or so. He looks so stinking cute though! It's been quite an adjustment on his diet. What he can and can't eat, HOW he eats. He's never had to cut his food into such small pieces before!

Savannah went to the DDS today and had 3 teeth pulled, 1 capped, and a cleaning. It was a lot, but it needed to be done before the dental insurance ran out. She was bleeding pretty good at first, but it seems to have stopped for the most part.

Jason is getting into the swing of school. Chemistry is going to give him a run for his money. His adviser is stupid and told to take Chem before Algebra. Um, anyone know what you use to do the formulas? Oh, yea...ALGEBRA! Stupid woman. I know he'll do well, but he's a little freaked out right now. His other 3 classes are cake though, which is great.

Grammie keeps H while Jason is in school. You can't imagine how happy that makes me! I love my grammie so much and I want my kiddos to have that same relationship/love too. Plus, he gets to be with family and I save $500 a month in daycare!

I am half way to my bonus! I have to make sure another short sale closes tomorrow, then it's all mine. Well, not mine. Lord knows I could never spend that much money on myself no matter how hard I try. It would be nice though :O)

Blogging is so on the back burner right now. Not on purpose, more out of convenience. Everyone who reads my blog is also my facebook friend, therefore you know about anything I would normally blog about moments after it happens. I will try to be better, I really will, but no promises. Especially now that school has started. Between work, the kids school stuff, Jason's school schedule, football, and trying to keep the house running smoothly, I'm not sure how I'll be able to maintain a healthy blogging schedule too!

Oh where is my Angel? Oh where is my Angel? Oh where, oh where, oh where is my Angel?

Busy! That's where! I have been meaning to blog and I just can't seem to gather my thoughts enough to actually get out a post! Jonathan started football so we are at the field 3 nights a week from 6-8 and in 3 weeks we will have games on Sundays. I was voted(in my absence)to be team mom again. I have been handing out fundraiser cards and prepping for t-shirt orders and spirit stick making. Good Times :O)

Jason's job made it official. He will not be staying on at WTI :O( That sucks ultimate butt, and is a total downer. We should be okay though. It will be tough for a little bit, but we only have one major "bill" that will not be taken care of and well, quite frankly my dear, I don't give a damn!

My boss told me on Wednesday that when we meet our 2010 goal, I GET A COMPANY CAR! Whoo-hoo for me :O) Hurry up 2010~ I am still loving my job. I learn so much everyday and I am starting to become good friends with one of the buyers agents. Friends...in Kansas..well I won't think about it now... Hehehe :O) It would be nice to have girlfriends again.

I posted all the Alabama pictures on FB, it's quicker to upload them there. I also posted the newest pics of the kids. Some of them turned out super cute! I'd love to see/hear/read your comments about them.

On Monday Jonathan gets his teeth cleaned and his impressions done for his braces. Then he gets the braces on August 18th. Agh! He needs them, but I'm so not looking forward to writing that 650 check for the down payment. It's seriously going to make me cry. Then it's ONLY 100 for 24 months.

School starts on the 17th for the kids and the 20th for Jason. They are all very excited. I am too. It means more money in our pocket b/c we won't be paying daycare! I'm not sure what we are going to do with H and his sitter. I will only need her part-time, but I don't know if she will want to take that pay cut. I hope so, b/c I don't know who else could keep him for us, plus we love her!

It's been awhile...

I still have lots of pictures from 'Bama, but I don't feel like uploading pics right now. It's been a long week. I was in a pissy mood for most of it. I was in a great mood yesterday and today though. It's been crazy and we've had alot going on. I'll update it all soon, hopefully once it all works itself out. Jason starts school in less than 3 weeks! We are preparing to be poor, but it will all payoff in the end.

Vacation-Day 1 and 2

We left out for Alabama on Thursday at 2 pm. according to yahoo maps it was about 12 and 1/2 hours, so we would be arriving around 3 in the morning after gas stops and stuff.

But nothing ever works as planned for the Hallock's. We stopped in Tulsa to pee and saw this:

Yup, a big 'ol split tire! Agh! So we spent 2 hours in a Tulsa Wal-mart getting new tires. Fun times. The best part? We travel in PJ's so we kept getting weird looks from people as our whole family walked around Wally World in our PJ's at 5 o'clock in the afternoon! After we left Wa-mart we got lost. Not just a little bit, a lot bit! We ended up in Missouri and an hour passed our turn. Did I mention we are the Hallock's?? LOL. After we finally got on I-40 all was smooth.

We were so excited when we saw this:

We rolled in Gardendale about 7:45 am. Yes, a full 18 hours after we left Derby. It was worth it though. Amy had breakfast waiting and we sat down to start enjoying the visit!

Going clockwise: Gracie, Wil, Lexi, Jonathan, and Savannah

After a brief nap, I went over to Amy's mothers house to help set up for the luau!

Wil and Jonathan hitting the pool!

And of course b/c we are Hallock's it started to rain during the luau(no you were not mistaken, it was completely sunny and beautiful in the pics above)

Benji toughed out the ran to grill our dinner!!

After the rain, which didn't last long, everyone hopped back into the pool!

Luau Savannah

Luau Gracie

Amy and The Prince

The G's-SG and OG
Savannah Grace and Olivia Grace

Me and My Amy!

Amy and Benji-They rock!

More Amy and Harrison

My boy and I, doesn't he look cute in his luau gear??

THE HALLOCK FAMILY!

Me and my fella!

As you can imagine we were pretty wiped out after the luau. We went home and crashed...HARD! It was a long, awesome, fun filled day!!