Tuesday, February 06, 2007

I don't really want to post today.....

but I did this damn challenge! GRRRRRR.

Anyway, feeling pretty crappy. Me and the sister are fighting. Well, sort of. When we fight we don't talk. We Blog Fight. It's so stupid. I think we are the only people that do it. For some reason when she's mad at me she won't say it. She hurt my feelings, I hurt her feelings......blah, blah, blah. I wish we could talk about it, but she can't. I don't know why. I feel like I'm walking on eggshells with her. If I ask to many questions, I'm nosey and judgemental. I back off and let her have her space and I'm ignoring her and sitting on the computer all the time. I can't mind read. I don't know what she wants. I don't know what to do. She loves me, at least I think she does. She once had these wonderfully kind words to say about me....

my hero is my big sister. that girl has it together and makes it look so easy. and i just struggle to be in her shadow. she's smart, funny, loving and tough. she always knows what questions to ask, who to ask and what to do. i wish i was more like her. sure would make my life alot easier.

We'll get through it. We always do. I wish we could talk and we wouldn't have to fight like this.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

You know she still loves you! People fight. They make up. You guys will too. You're sisters and friends who happen to live together. Fights are inevitable. Differences of opinion are expected. It'll be ok! Love ya!

Anonymous said...

Like I tell my kids all the time...friends will come and go in your life but you will be sisters forever! This too shall pass Angel, I promise. People that live together (and those that don't) are bound to have disaggrements once in a while. Soon enough you'll talk and resolve the situation...
Hope today is better for you!