Tuesday, June 13, 2006

My first post with raw emotion

It's hard when someone you love so deeply hurts you. I don't know how people get over it. I'm not really one to hold a grudge, but this isn't just grudge type stuff. It's someone who you love, trust, respect, and adore making a mockery of your relationship. Basically saying the way you've felt doesn't really exist, the relationship(as you knew it) doesn't exist. You start to question yourself: Does it exist? Did it exist? Was I making it all up in my little mind? Are my other relationships based on lies and false words? Do they really exist?

Do they?

4 comments:

Staci said...

Without knowing what's going on all I have to say is this:
Distance yourself from negative people.
Never let someone else's anger, confusion, words or JEALOUSY influence your life.
Your mind may become confused by others, but your heart will always know the truth. Listen to it.
I LOVE YOU!

Anonymous said...

I knew something was wrong yesterday when I read your previous post. And now this post. Angel, I have no idea what's going on because with you, I noticed that when there's something going on wrong in your life, you take a while to tell me and then you steer me to talk about my something wrong. I was suspicious last night because of that but now I just want you to know I love you and will pray for peace in your life that you so deperately deserve after all your troubles you have had over the last couple years. I'm here for you always!

Anonymous said...

Yes, your other relationships exist, but this particular one doesn't any longer. You have now made it painfully clear that you don't even want me to try and fix anything. So, I'll be gone before you know it and you can be surrounded by only positive people and have peace in your life.

Anonymous said...

I wish that two unnamed people could just talk!